This is the worst

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Just posting here bc there’s nowhere else for me to vent my frustration (my husband isn’t home). I’ve had prodromal labor for 3 weeks😑 every single night. Well I get a sweep on Monday at 40+2 have some light cramps and the next morning I loose my plug. Then on Wednesday morning I wake up have have a bloody show (bright red blood mixed in chunks of mucus🙌🏼). As the day continues I start to get contractions around noon and they get longer and stronger and closer together🤭 they come every 5 minutes for over two hours and last 1-1 1/2 mins. All through that time I continue to loose more bloody mucus. I call my midwife and she tells me to chill out and relax (which I was already doing) until I can’t talk through the contractions anymore. Then she says to try to take some Benadryl and try to get a solid nights rest so I’m ready for whatever happens the next day... so I do just that. I wake up today and contractions are a lot lighter and I continue to loose blood mucus but contractions are not getting stronger at all and are a lot farther apart! It’s so frustrating😫 every time I think something is happening, every time I get my hopes up even the littlest bit, nothing happens😑 I don’t mind being overdue at all I just hate all these false alarms. I’m 40+5 rn and have no clue what is happening😭 I tried pumping to get the contractions stronger but nothing happened (except I got a ton of colostrum). I’m gonna try walking now🤞🏼 hopefully something happens. Also EVERYONE keeps texting me. People who never txt me are txting me asking me how I’m feeling🤦🏻‍♀️ why do people have to be so nosey? Like you will know when the baby is here! And I’m not gonna tell you over txt😑