So I'm 9 weeks with my rainbow after 2 yrs ttc. Scans so far look good, strong heartbeat and growing and moving as expected. Decided to YouTube some birthing videos and now I'm currently sobbing. I know we have a long way to go but imagining the joy when we finally hold our little one has me a hot mess. Fingers and toes crossed everything goes smoothly but its gonna be an emotional 9 months . The pain in the videos didn't even phase me (granted I may feel differently when it's me pushing lol) but the pure joy of hearing that first cry ....oh my heart is holding onto that dream.