Confession with my teacher

My history teacher my freshmen year was aslo my psychology teacher my sophmore year... He left my school my senior year and about half way through i found him om Snapchat and he became my tiny secret. I would go into details about how i wish he would have bent me over his desk in front of the class and we would just talk since he was in a different state by then but it was so hot. Hes only 5 years older. I was 18 and he was 23 so it wasnt anything illegal or crazy but nobody else knows about this.