Cheated on

You did it once. I forgave you trying to forget everything. You did it again we already have a daughter you said you love me so much and never do it again . Chatted you that night you said you're not doing anything and told me you love me. Asked you again when you came home that morning you said you has one night stand again and keep saying you're stupid and selfish and you love me so much and our daughter and you want to be with me. You didn't respect me! You betray me you dont love me. You won't cheat even you're mad at me because you love me. But I guess you're just saying you love me but you dont really. I'm so heartbroken idk what to do...

I'm sorry I just need to vent because i dont know what to do I'm going crazy. Thankyiu for listening.