10.5 weeks pregnant. Back to back *early* losses before. Terrified all the sudden that something is wrong or is going to be wrong with baby/pregnancy.

No real reason. No bleeding or cramping. Hell even got sick today. Just. Anxious all the sudden today.

The only thing I can *maybe* see triggering it is not finding babies heartbeat the past few days. But I know so deeply in my core that it's so early to be hearing it anyways! No reason to worry.

Yet I found myself researching miscarriage stats tonight. Week by week. Symptoms if miscarriage that doesnt include the obvious like bleeding or cramping.

Is it just me? Pregnancy is scary.