My husband will be deploying on Sunday for 8 weeks. Then he will be back for 2 weeks then leaving for 4 months again. I have a 10 month old and am 22 weeks pregnant due December 23rd. We live on the other side of the country to our family and friends. I’m suffering so bad atm with anxiety. I don’t have a great relationship with my father and I would much rather be a big grown woman and stay in our own house with our daughter but the thought of being here day in day out scares me. I don’t want to fall back in to PPD. I have asked my mum if she wants to come and stay but she will always come up with an excuse usually being “ her house is the heart of the family so all her kids should go to her not the other way around”🥴I ’m just in two complete minds I really don’t want to go and stay with them but the loneliness petrifies me... I don’t have any friends down here that I’m super close with. I’m just in a rut. I’ll be reading all your comments and any advice suggestions you have ! Tia