Being an adult

Being 18 is so much harder then I thought it would be. It’s so stressful and I made the mistake of moving out, more like I couldn’t stand my step mom abusing me. Now, I live with my boyfriend and his sister, which is also kinda stressful, me and him aren’t peach perfect and it’s starting to make me lose interest. I guess you can say we’re toxic, but I have no where to go. The only thing I’m enjoying rn is my job and that fact that I’m starting college next week. (Sorry needed to vent)