I feel like a monster!! 😔😔😔 I really want to die

Jj

I had protected sex with this guy. I didn’t disclose I was super afraid!!. I’ve had had these two bumps on my downstairs area since I’ve gotten diagnosed last year.😔

They never changed so today I notice that they’re raised mostly like a pimple getting ready to burst... I’m so afraid that I maybe have infected him. I feel like a monster. So selfish of me I promised myself to disclose and I failed at it. I once again let the devil take control. I didn’t want to selfish bc someone gave it to me and didn’t tell me anything when I got infected.. i will always hate myself for that I just feel like dying