Really depressed

Natalia

Well, I loved a boy and I told it to my friend.She said it was great but on the other hand she spoke ill of me to the boy and she said she liked him.The boy and I were good friends but I could feel he didn’t like me after her words.After several weeks they became boyfriend and girlfriend.To the matters worse is that the girl not even liked the boy and the girl broke up with the boy a week later.The boy said what she said to me and he said the girl just wanted the boy didn’t like me and made me feel painful.

Though we all knew the truth,I can feel the boy and I are drifting away.I still love him but he couldn’t like me anymore.

I feel depressed for nearly three months. I cannot become happy anymore. I don’t know why the girl did this. I treated her as a friend but she hurts me badly.

Every time I liked a boy,but every time I was hurt badly.Is there true love,like what was said in the novel, the girl loves the boy,and the boy loves the girl too?

I am really a loser in love.