What is wrong with me?

Anon

Hello, I’m a teen.. and I’m just getting out of a pregnancy scare ( you can see my pervious post about it today. ) well..

I was calming down majorly. Relieved and happy that I could move on with my life.. until it struck me.

My mind began to want and accept the thought of having a child. Yet At the same time, my brain was still fearing a tad about the scare I had just got out of.

Now here I am again. Scared to death that maybe this feeling I’m having is a sign that I could be. It has me in a panic attack at the moment.. I don’t want to have a baby right now.. I’m way to young. But at the same time, my brain is wanting and accepting the fact of a baby.

Could this be a sign I am?

I know fear can do strange things.. but I’m so scared.

If you need more info about my scare, please look back on my profile for the post.. if it could help you help me.

I mean, what I did would not result in a pregnancy. And MANY lovely people told me that today on my post and helped me through my scare. But I’m hung up on the what if’s. What if this feeling is a sign, what if I am pregnant, etc etc.

I want this pregnancy scare to be over with.. what is this feeling? Please.. help me. It feels like I’m two different people in the same body.