Feeling fat and not pregnant!

Since becoming pregnant, I went from 208 to 186 (where I am now and have been for a few weeks). I’ve started to get a belly that looks rounded when I’m standing and then when I sit it just folds in the middle and I look just plain old fat

I’m 17+2 and have serious hip/back pain starting and my belly feels big but then it’s just all squish! But I haven’t gained weight 🤷🏼‍♀️ it feels hard sometimes and then other times it’s just soft... 😞😞

Just needed to vent!!!