My husband and I are going through a hard patch. We got married 1 year ago.

We got into an argument one week ago and we haven’t spoken since. I have apologized for my implication in the argument a couple days ago but he’s still mad. We have a 3 month old and a 9yr old.

I also suffer from anxiety and I just took an appt at the doc today to renew my anxiety meds after being off them for 2 years. I kind of feel guilty I’m doing that but at the same time I feel like I need them or I will go crazy. I feel like I need to calm this shit in my head and I need to be the best mother I can be to my kids but still wish I didn’t feel the need to take meds to control it.

Any advice appreciated.

TIA