When he has a great personality and you both click

But he ugly asf and don’t find him attractive at all 😭😭😭 FUCK

I’m a terrible person and I feel hella guilty for thinking this.. don’t worry. I already know.

It’s just I really like him, I just don’t find him attractive at all but he likes me and I don’t want to lead him on but his uncle just died yesterday and he says I’m helping him get through it and ughhhhhhh. Plus he really helps me through my shit and I’d love him as a friend .. he lives in a diff country bye.