Birth center without epidural

Help me, ladies :( my midwifery has the most lovely birth center and I would really prefer to have my baby there rather than a hospital.

But the birth center doesn’t administer epidurals and I’m freaking TERRIFIED to not have that 😖 they offer nitris oxide for pain management... which I’m allergic to.

What do I do? :( forego the epidural? Or just give birth in a hospital? Both ideas sound so awful to me 😭