Scared of not loving the baby.

I’m scared I won’t feel a connection to the baby after I give birth. I have a hard time forming connections or relationships and I haven’t formed a relationship where I felt like I loved any child in my family. I’m scared this is how it’ll be with my baby. I’m excited for the newborn stage but I don’t like the idea of toddler phase. I’m sure I’ll have a connection by then and I’m sure everyone has these thoughts, but it’s worrying to think about. Anyone felt the same?