Am I crazy???

So Me and my husband have 5 kids already. Oldest is 8 and our youngest is 3 months. Anyways the past 2 weeks I have been extremely emotional and not feeling the greatest. I’m blaming it on the diet pills my Gynecologist put me on due to having problems loosing the baby weight after my last pregnancy.

Someone at work made a comment jokingly because I was eating a Hershey bar (anyone who knows me knows that I hate chocolate) that I better hope I’m not pregnant again. I am on the IUD however out of our 5 kids only 1 was actually a planned pregnancy. It’s no secret that we’re not necessarily careful 🤷🏼‍♀️

I’m currently freaking out because now that someone mentioned that everything I’ve been saying is a side effect of my diet pills is exactly the same symptoms I had with my previous pregnancies 😳 so now I’m flipping out about possibly being pregnant again with baby #6 but at the same time Im scared to take a test because for some odd reason a part of me wants it to be positive and if it’s not then I’m really gonna have to be the crazy woman telling my husband we need a baby #6 when baby #5 is still practically a newborn...y’all please tell me I’m not the only one who has felt this way???