His second child .. My first

My boyfriend “baby daddy” just randomly brought up today in a conversation that basically our unborn son would be less important “ not as special “ as his first born son was to him.. he said that everything was so new and a first time for him with his first born that he will always be his favorite child. Idk but hearing him say that so nonchalantly really hurt me. I already feel so guilty having a baby with someone who already had a child bc i feel like i robbed my unborn son of real love from his daddy. I see how much men cherish their sons but i feel like in my situation my son will always just be second to his father.. & that’s hurts .

How would you feel honestly ??