Anxiety...and a long post

El

I suffer with anxiety and depression so when we discovered I was losing our baby I was broken. Then we were so lucky and af never turned up. I am now 6 weeks pregnant with our rainbow.

The thing that is making my anxiety worse is the fact that I found out about the mc at 8 weeks, when my eldest was under a general having chemo administered. I was in the same hospital having my scan to confirm there was no heartbeat. In two weeks my daughter will have the same procedure and I will be 8 weeks pregnant again. Also it will be Friday 13th. I feel like it’s too many coincidences, and my brain won’t stop telling me that the same thing is going to happen.

How do you cope with the anxiety without tying yourself up in knots?

Pic because I still can’t believe it!!