Overthinking

Went to the doctor for a boil/bump I found on my lower breast earlier this morning. Was changing shirts when I noticed pain, lifted it up, and a red bump was there.

Doctor felt me up for lymph nodes on my neck, and under my armpit. I knew he was probably thinking cancer 🙄 Of course with me being constantly worried about my health and... THAT, I start getting nervous and overthinking. He never told me what it was but said it was probably an infection, and prescribed me liquid medicine for 5 days that people also take for a bladder infections. I’m home waiting for my medicine and and feeling sick from being so nervous. Mom thinks it’s just a boil and it’ll go away with the medicine, but I won’t stop worrying until it’s GONE! Ugh 😓 I wouldn’t be surprised if it was a boil. It’s been SO hot these last few days, and with me wearing a sports bra and my chest being completely covered in sweat because of the heat, I wouldn’t be surprised if that’s what caused it.

The doctor before the real doctor who checked me pointed out my thumbs that I pick and thought it had something to do with it 😒 Then I overheard her talking to the doctor saying “I’ve never seen anything like it before. She’s wearing a shawl with wearing nothing underneath” and she was LAUGHING. Just what I needed 😡😡