Tired of trying

I’m so fucking tired of how my boyfriend talks to me. We been together for 8 years. I’m 34 weeks I stay home now, and clean/cook but he feels like he can bitch at me about little shit all the time. For example, I cleaned the damn countertop and he stays bitching about me moving his stuff and how he can’t find anything 😒

1. I’m tired of looking at a damn mess everyday. I can’t even eat on the bar countertop because there’s nothing but all his paperwork (mail, checks, court papers etc!)

2. Put your shit in the damn dresser. I organized everything in a dresser and he’s still fucking lazy to look in there like it’s a big ass deal!

I just finished dinner; yet, he comes home from work and start yelling at me because he can’t find one of his checks. I don’t even understand why he doesn’t cash them for 2-3 weeks and expects me to know there’s a check in the envelope still. He gets paid every week, and I don’t go through his shit to see if he cashed it or not.

The other day he asked me to help fill out his child support papers and then when I try to help he’s bitching how the address is wrong when it says it on the packet where to file everything. STOP ASKING FOR MY FUCKING HELP IF YOU’RE GOING TO KEEP YELLING AND SNAPPING AT ME!!

The baby is due in October and he wants to look for a bigger place but I don’t wanna live with him and be stuck on another 1 year lease if he’s gonna keep talking to me the way he does. I refuse to let a baby keep us together.