Should have been 8 weeks 5 days but instead found out yesterday our little blueberry stopped developing at 6 weeks 3 days. Im devastated. We’ve been TTC for over 2 years and we were so elated that one finally took. Today we were supposed to host a dinner for all the grandparents to be (we have a blended family) and instead I just feel like I want to die. To see my poor little blueberry on the screen with no heartbeat was one of the hardest things ive ever done. I just kept apologizing to my husband bc I feel like its all my fault. And now, day 2 of these pills to force the baby out, ugh its more than I can handle. And im supposed to go back to work in a day and pretend like I had a great Labor Day weekend. I dont know how to do that. My heart goes out to everyone else here experiencing the same things. The depression is so real and I feel like I’ll never be the same... 💔