Tired of wasting money on pregnancy tests and ovulation strips and prenatals. I'm tired of going to the doctor and being told theres nothing they can do. I'm tired of suffering through my period every month, if it decides to show up at all. Tired of fighting with my body because it refuses to cooperate. I'm tired of hearing "itll happen when it's supposed to happen." I'm tired of everyone around me getting pregnant with their second, third, even SEVENTH child, while I'm still mourning a miscarriage. And I'm so so so tired of trying so hard to be happy for everyone else while I'm heartbroken inside because I don't think itll ever happen for me. Maybe I'm not just tired. I'm exhausted.