I just need to vent

This morning, I woke up to find that my SIL had announced that she’s pregnant again. And don’t get me wrong, I’m so very happy for her! But a part of me is also VERY jealous! I have two babies of my own already, but I want more! I’m so clucky, it’s not funny. But my husband is adamant that because we have our pigeon pair, we’re not having anymore...EVER!!

And I’m just so depressed about this. I can’t get babies out of my head!!! 😭