Just needed to vent

About two weeks ago I was told I would have a miscarriage because there was fetal pole or yolk sac at 6 weeks and 4 days. But I was also told I need a biopsy for an not normal Pap smear so I’m getting one September 20th. But I keep waiting to have a miscarriage or for something to happen other than me being more and more moody and yelling. I keep telling my husband I’m fine but I keep crying and I don’t feel like I’m okay. But I’m not sure how I feel since I’ve never been through this and I keep blaming myself for everything. And I really don’t have anyone to talk and I haven’t my family about any of this.

Sorry if it’s all over the place.