Infertility reality sinking in

It’s starting to really sink in that this doesn’t look like it’s going to happen for us. I’m not saying I’m ok with it but I’m just so tired that I don’t have it in me anymore and it’s starting to feel real. I can’t believe this is happening. I feel like my inspiration, my energy, strength has been drained from me. Maybe someday it will happen but I’m starting to it differently. Good luck to the rest of you ladies.