Bloody clinics ..

So we are 6 month post mc at 12 weeks no fetus developed and I had terrible randomly weird long 50 day cycles with looonnng periods one was 22 days!! Finally after a scan and a cyst they tell me it looks good. One doc said clomid and egg donation are our options I am 45 and 53kg I need to up weight they said a bit more i was 46 kg after mc for months and I’m tall.

Went in to clinic again and different doctor said clomid not an option. My cycle has just returned to 28 days and my boobs are getting tender again after months of nothing due to random annovulation.

What now? Why are clinics so useless sometimes? Is clomid a bad idea? I’m sick of dr google please advise x