Scared of pregnancy...

Ch

After 3 chemicals last one being last cycle, I’m scared...the one consist pregnancy symptom I had was one sided cramping in my uterus, always the day before I took a test... well today I have been having the same cramps and I’m absolutely terrified 😞 I want to be pregnant so bad and I pray for a baby every night but the loss is so hard. Has anyone else been here? Does the fear ever go away?