TTC a year post MC

I lost my twins at 14 weeks on 5/2/18. It's been a year and a half almost.

Went to the OBGYN last week, got my nexplanon taken out and she wants me to be on the pill (microgestin) for a month or 2 before jumping into TTC, because I have a small ovarian cyst on my right ovary.

But my anxiety is high, and I'm ready to be pregnant NOW. My sister in law is pregnant, I spent the last week with my cute niece, my best friend is pregnant. I work with 3 pregnant ladies and my 'baby fever' is just rampant right now.

So the big question is... What would you do to help your anxiety so that you're okay with waiting? I don't want to make a rash decision and risk MC again, but I'm so ready 😭😭