Happy with what I have

Like so many others on this app, I want so much to one day have a baby. This month is cycle three of TTC after a miscarriage. I had this weird realization: I am already so happy with the family I have (my husband and fur child). Having a baby would be absolutely wonderful and a blessing, but I won’t be more complete or more happy—or less happy without a baby. I love my partner so, so much and (sorry not sorry) I equally love our fur child so, so much. This doesn’t mean it won’t be difficult if I learn I can’t bear children of my own, or that with every negative test result I won’t cry—but, I want to remember that I love my family just they way we already are. I won’t love them less without a baby. Weird rant over.