please give me some kinky porn

Rose • 21 // autistic + disabled // nonbinary // queer🏳️‍🌈 // speaks french

So, I got broken up with at the end of May, and haven’t had sex since then. I masturbate a couple times a week, but I’m literally just doing it to have a couple orgasms; there are no feelings, and I’m usually not even turned on when I do it. I usually don’t watch porn (I’m on the asexual spectrum and it weirds me out more than turns me on, usually), but lately I’ve just really been missing that feeling of actual desire. I haven’t felt it in what feels like a long time. I’m wondering if porn that incorporates kink might ACTUALLY be able to get me wet for the first time in months, and if y’all have any recommendations, I would be eternally grateful. (I know I could just go browsing, but like I said... porn usually just makes me uncomfortable, so it will be hard to actually enjoy the good ones once I find them.)

Some of my preferences, because I know “kink” is really broad: I really enjoy a D/s dynamic (I’m a switch), and I like it as rough as possible... biting, pain, and leaving marks (all of these are giving and receiving) are all things that turn me on. Bondage and sexy lingerie are also great. I also have a praise kink where I really like to be complimented and told that I’m sexy, but obviously nobody is going to be telling me I’m sexy as the viewer; but I’m definitely a bigger woman, and seeing porn with bigger women appreciated and desired makes me feel better about myself, and I don’t really enjoy watching porn where skinny girls are the only thing, if that makes sense. I’m just giving this as ideas of what I like, though; I’ll take any recommendations at all!!

When I DO consume porn, I usually read it, so I don’t have to look at strangers’ genitals, but I’m hoping that if y’all give me some good kinky stuff I’ll be okay watching😂 or listening, too; I’ve had several friends tell me that they love audio porn but I haven’t really done research to find good ones yet.

Thank you guys so much!!