I am currently 10 + 2 and I weigh 230 lbs. I gained 80 lbs with my last pregnancy and with the stress of losing my mom, having my son, being kicked out of my grandparents house, and starting college, I never got it off. With this pregnancy I am trying to eat as healthy as possible, and I am hoping to lose a little weight or to at least maintain where I am for the health of me and the baby. I am currently 3 lbs away from a BMI of 40 😖 I'm so ashamed of it, and going to the dr for the first time tomorrow just sounds horrible.. I know all the crap they give obese pregnant women and I dont know how I'm gonna handle hearing it all 😭 my whole family lectured me when I announced about "not gaining as much weight with this one or I wont be able to do anything" it just sucks knowing that I'm being judged for just existing how I am, even with my family..