ANGRY 😡 husband refuses to give up certain things while ttc... read description

My husband occasionally (once a week) smokes weed.... and his diet while he is not with me is BAD... we suffer from recurrent miscarriage and I have to make a lot of sacrifices to get a healthy pregnancy, including taking a lot of different drugs and when I do eventually fall pregnant inject myself every day until the baby is born.... all I ask is that my husband eats healthily and gives up smoking cannabis! Is that too much to ask? I found out last night that he has not given up! And he always forgets to take his fertility vitamins.... I’m in a constant cycle of early miscarriages and it’s tearing me apart. I’m so angry and hurt....am I in the right? Or am I being emotional