I have this fear the my depressive states will rub off into my child.

I have recently gone back to work and my little one has gone to care where I work

I am told that she has fun and I believe them it’s just 9/10 of the times I see her she is sad or looking miserable.

I have this fear she doesn’t smile there and I worry that is my fault because I had horrible PND and went weeks not being able to be happy.

She is so exhausted with this sudden change of pace

Am I an idiot for feeling this way??