I know I shouldn’t be and I should be looking at the arrival of my period today in a positive manner.

I try telling myself « be thankful you’re having a regular menstruations lately », « be thankful you can prove to your doctor that you’re getting positive opk », « be thankful your husband is still happily participating each month and is looking forward to your fertile week ».

When I see other pregnant women with their protruding bumps, I silently wish to be like them within some couple of months.

Oh well, on to the next cycle and I’ll try as most people say « Don’t think too much about it and just relax ».

September may not be my month but for others who took the time to read this, lots of baby dust to you and yours.