Don’t know if I’m overreacting but...

I’m 39 weeks 3 days, due September 24th, and I’m literally so depressed. I want him out because I’m in so much pain, and I’m having anxiety about being alone if something does happen. My cervix is still closed. I’m still not dilated. I feel like I’m going to end up going past my due date. I literally cried all night because of so many emotions I’m having. I’m so tired and so over it 😞😞 my family keeps harassing me, like my grandma and cousins, and it’s like I would tell y’all if I had him. 😕 and I already told them that I would let them know. It’s just really draining, from my family calling every day “you had that baby yet?” “When you gonna have that baby?” “You’re still pregnant?” Like oh my god