Last year I had a missed miscarriage, and didn’t find out until the day of my ultrasound because they kept pushing it back. I just remember feeling devastated, and then numb. I didn’t know, nor did they when my baby actually stopped growing and left me, but to find out in this way....😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😩

Now here I am, 12 weeks and 1 day, with a brand new little bean. I had another doctor’s appointment today, and I could not get my anxiety under control before I got there. Even though I felt as though my baby was fine (mainly because I’m still losing my lunch every single morning and throughout the day) I just felt really worried and anxious.

My baby was juuuust fine. Chilling, with a heart rate of 160, and everything looked amazing according to doctor...I have been periodically balling my eyes out since 11:30 this morning. I still can’t believe it. It seems this little one is here to stay, and I can’t even contain my happiness. I’m so grateful and thankful for another chance to be a mommy, and I think this little one finally wants to meet me. 😭😭

I just wanted to share, and wish anyone and everyone who is trying, already pregnant, or post pregnancy happiness and joy. I hope and pray that what you all seek most will come to you. Sweet thoughts, and baby dust! 💕💕💕