Weed when pregnant

I am 11 weeks pregnant and have smoked about 4 times in a week , barely two hits each time and nothing intense. It was a blunt.

I feel really guilty and stupid but my dumb husband knowing my anxiety/stress is very bad brought it back into our lives after we both quit for months. I am not going to smoke again while pregnant and if anybody has any advice to help me calm my stress please also post!

Anyways, I am curious if anybody out there that only smoked weed like me in a blunt a few times during early pregnancy and everything turned out ok, or , turned out bad due to a few times smoking early on. But didn’t continue to smoke.