Anger ... All the time!

I am ANGRY ALL the time! I hate my husband! He makes me so ANGRY! He lies to me! He tells other people to lie to me.

He Drinks. He smokes. He smokes Pot. He makes smart ass remarks. He says I know your tired I don’t care. I’m tired too. I’m like WTF, I did NOT say anything. I’m not tired! I’m F***ing pissed!

He told a bunch of people I was pregnant and then told them not to tell me. Now everyone I tell I’m pregnant goes I know, I’ve known for a while. He already told me and told me not tell you!

12 weeks pregnant. I feel so alone. My husband is zero support and I’m angry all time.

UPDATE:

After I posted this to prevent myself from talking to family or anyone that may judge us. We got in a huge Fight until 1 am. It ended with me crying and him laughing at me.

I was told he knows more then me about pregnancy because he has known alot of women with kids. He also has 2 kids with his ex Gf.

He told me has lived more “real” life and all I did was F*** off for years in my twenties. So I haven’t really lived life. I have 2 college degrees btw. He has his GED.

He is telling me how I should give birth. He told me I’m wrong all the time. I’m lazy. I don’t do anything. He talks bad about my parents, especially my mom. If I talk to her he makes it a big deal and says it changes who I am.

He said he knows me better than I know myself and better then my mom knows me.

Him and his mom have a gift to read people and I don’t have it. He knows what I’m thinking all the time.

I’m the one with problem.... I have mental issues and I make things up...