Failure

I feel like such a failure as a women. I've been trying for three years to conceive with absolutely no luck. I don't want to have to take meds to ovulate, I want my body to do it on it's own. I don't want to have to wait any longer to finally have what I've spent years dreaming of. My heart so desperately yearns to finally see those two pink lines. The drs keep tossing me around, "you need to loose weight" "we need to get your body in tip top shape" "let's change your meds around first" "let's send you to this Dr" "I'm sorry you waited to see me, there's nothing I can do to help you." I'm just so frustrated, it's not fair. I promise I would be the best mom I could be, please just give me the chance God. 💔