Masturbating.

I am usually up trying to have sex in the morning with my boyfriend, but he never really wants to. So I just go back to sleep, but this morning I walked into the bathroom and seen him watching porn and masturbating.

I was SHOCKED!

He told me he’s horny in the morning and I’m not awake to have sex.

Which is a lie. Because I always try, he just pushes me away and says “stop”

But I was actually really hurt by it.

He told me it’s a natural thing. I know it is. But the last time he masturbated was when he was 5 states away from me for 6 weeks.

Am I wrong for being hurt?