No baby yet :( Extremely Sad

I’m seriously wanting a baby, but if I don’t get pregnant this month, I’m done “trying” it’s total bull crap

Also, my significant other thinks I just want a baby, meaning any baby not just with him :/ I wanna have his baby tho! I’m so tired of trying and nothing happening! I’m on cycle 7 I know that’s not that long but it feels like eternity