I need some advice

So I’m 14 and I love to masterbait I love being sexually active with my self but I’m not ready for anything else but the thing is that I love my clit but I’m tired of using my fingers and I can’t buy a vibrator or dildo and I have already tried the shower head and pillow but it does not feel the way my clit does when i rub it and 2 more thing when I have my first orgasm it takes me so quick and then I’m not in the mood any more because I either have to squirt or my hand is to tired and I can never have more then one and it’s kinda a mood killer

And my last thing sorry for terrible grammar and speech and speeling