I’ve never been so uncomfortable in my life. I love this little girl with my entire heart, and want nothing more than for her to be healthy and cook as long as she needs to, BUT I AM MISERABLE. Literally can barely breathe, ongoing headache, random moments of dizziness (almost passed out each time), my ribs are killing me, my back hurts so bad. It feels like there’s an elephant on my chest.

I seriously am losing my freaking mind....