I was suppose to have another March baby. My rainbow was born this past March and I fell pregnant with another March baby almost right away. We lost them last month. Being my second miscarriage I was pretty distraught. This month I’ve had many friends, acquaintances, and family members announce their February and March babies. I’ve taken it a lot harder than I thought I would. Don’t get me wrong, I’m so very happy for them, but I’m also heart broken that it seems everyone is pregnant and hanging tight while my baby was taken from me. There’s even a young high schooler at my Alma Mater due only days later than I was suppose to be. It doesn’t seem fair. We started trying right away; As soon as I stopped bleeding. My daughter was conceived right after my first miscarriage and I never had another period. I was hoping for the same outcome again. This is our second “cycle” trying and I’m now in the TWW. Really hoping I’ll get to announce the coming of our second rainbow for Thanksgiving. I know I haven’t been trying for nearly as long as some of you, but I feel so empty having lost what so many people I know get to keep. For the second time. Thank you for taking the time to read this far. I don’t have anyone to vent to and I needed to get that out.