Discouraged after 39 week appt

Elizabeth

Had my 39 week appt today and I'm trying for a vbac/tolca.... my cervix hasn't changed since my 36 week appt... and I've been having contractions... back pain... lightning crotch... all the damn symptoms and all this pain and sleepless nights for nothing!!

I'm getting induced next Monday the 30th... anyone else in a similar place now or before?? ☹☹😢