Single mommas

I am willing to do couples counseling, but I don’t think he would be. I know there’s stuff I need to work on also, but I really want us to work out. Maybe I’ll do some research and see ways to help us work on our relationship.

How did you go about discussing with your baby’s dad that you think it’s time to be done with your relationship? How did you know you were done? I think I know that our relationship won’t last, but I’m so scared to make the final move at breaking it off.

I’m tired of being annoyed at him daily. I’m tired of being mad at each other more than once weekly. I’m tired of him being a crab ass in the morning, and then when I’m crabby because of his attitude he tries to cheer me up and I seem like the bad guy. I’m tired of waiting to see how he’s feeling when he wakes up to see if he’s crabby or actually woke up in A good mood. I hate that my tempers short sometimes with my 2 year old and i wonder if it’s because oh not being happy a majority of the time.

Here’s why I’m terrified of leaving::

1) I don’t want it to negatively affect our daughter.

2) i don’t want to be away from her half of the time

3) I want us to work our

4) I don’t think he’d coparent with me. He’s such a dick sometimes now, I can’t imagine how she’s treat me if we weren’t together

5) is a big car seat safety freak and I’m scared he won’t leave her rear faced until at least 5( she’s tiny) or put her chest clip where it should be or straps tight enough etc.

6) his driving sucks, I’m scared he’ll wreck the car with our daughter in it.

7) I have nothing, nowhere to go. I have no extra money.

8) I take an online class and one on campus twice a week and I’m worried he won’t watch her those days so I’ll have to drop out.

I know I should leave as I’m not happy most of the time and I’m not sure if he is either. But imso scared to make the jump! I need advice. I don’t think he’d do counseling either, ive mentioned it “jokingly” and he said no. Plus we have no money for one.

Sorry for the long post but my mind is all jumbled.