I feel... Alone?

So, a super happy song came on, and I was dancing around in my room, and it was fun, and then it went off. I was thinking about how fun it would be to do that with someone I love, and then I realized I don't really let anyone in? I'm close with my family, but I hate sharing my feelings and always worry about people judging me. I can't do anything without fear of being judged. There's no one that I feel close enough to dance with, or show any of my feelings. Now I'm just sad. :)

I don't know.

Just needed to vent.