The guilt is real today. I just want to leave work and snuggle my boy. I'm in tears at my desk over it. I wish I could afford to work part time but I make very good money and benefits. It makes me sad that someone else is basically raising my baby 5 days a week and by the time I get him from daycare he naps and is awake for maybe an hour before bedtime. I live for the weekends now and those go by too fast. I have no PTO left from maternity leave so I can't just take a day off to spend with him and it hurts. Today is just a rough day. And I LOVE working but I didn't think it would be this hard. Ive been back at work for a month now.