Ttc infeltilty rant

Michaela

Feeling so down lately heartbroken that my blood results have shown I have failed to ovulate this month even with the fetility meds. And last night my partner made me ball my eyes out because he said maybe he doesn't want a baby anymore cause it's just not going to happen for us then he goes on to explain that in the short 8 months he was with one of his ex's she had 2 miscarriages and a baby boy (that he is certain is his but has never had any contact since the breakup due to other reason) and I've had nothing all year he said my ovaries just don't work. I Tried explaining to him that's it's just my pcos and Its still possible it's just gonna take longer and be harder because I don't ovulate and I need to induce it. I've tried letzrole and I'm gonna try acupunture this month too. I'm just so tired of fighting with my bloody body. I wanna be a mom so badly I want to make my partner the dad I know he wants to be. But this infeltilty battle breaks my heart.

Thanks for letting rant I'm sure I'm not alone with this battle it would be great to hear your advice and stories x