No time to try

After our miscarriage in June, my husband and I have had non stop changes to everything in our lives and deep inside I know it’s not a good time for a baby, but I just can’t stop myself from wanting to see that positive pregnancy test so bad. We’re going to be separated for several months and won’t be trying until we’re reunited. This month was our last shot, and I didn’t get pregnant. Deep down, I know this is for the best. There’s a better time. Still, I just want to be pregnant again. I want a full term pregnancy and a healthy baby. Why does this have to be so hard?